Spirit's Message

I've been struggling to feel financially secure so I've been considering a different career path. In my lifetime, there has been many career paths and subjects that speak to me. As a kid, I loved marine mammals, drawing & painting, swimming, and learning about different cultures. But making sense of my experience has been a life-long drive. I have always searched for deeper meaning and it brought me to a place of transformation last year. It was a frightening pit of paranoia and hallucinations. I came out, with the highest hopes and yet I still struggle. I have a stronger intuition and can sense subtle influences that most people don't notice or believe. So I asked Spirit, my intuition, my guides, or who/whatever is on the other side of the veil:

"I've been able to see the dark influences, just as an air traffic control person. Lately I can bring them to the surface of myself and others like a... fisherman? But I'm sensing a shift--that I'm building on these skills. So, Spirit, how do I fight the darkness?"

My body begins to write, as if suddenly inspired. But it doesn't come straight from my head, I feel a flow begin:

"Soothsayer, it's your words. You're holding back and you need to find the path again. Just like your healers, you talk to others to let them know their soul can shine, that you see it, and that will unlock the magic.

Your intuition is there for the sake of others, not just you. You are where you need to be. They are attracted to your listening ear and how you make sense of the world. How you can help them make sense of their lives. You've already done so much work in making sense of yourself that it's time to turn around and help others do the same. You've gone deep, to the point of shedding the body for the sake of transformation. The emotional ties are still within you, but only that which you can still use. The fear is mostly gone, but you'll still need some to relate.

You're like the metaphorical teabag, you change the things around you by sitting in the heat and pressure of the darkness. You are powerful. You can change yourself and others for the better and they will see that. If they don't, get big, get frightening, they'll see how much work you've done and how little they have done. The flow is within and you're a natural, take in the flow, be wu wei... and the plan will unfold by never being planned. "

And that message is done. I have been taught my whole life to set goals and take solid steps toward them. But now I'm allowing things to unfold with the best intentions in my heart. I just need to take an opportunity when it presents itself or I'll be stuck in a phase until the universe can rummage for another one. I will tell the stories of our time because to be a soothsayer is to speak (or write?) the truth and nothing more.